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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
It's been a while..
Tuesday, November 23

Yes. I'm finally back, after an unannounced self-declared hiatus. (well it's more of I lost interest in blogging somehow :X)

So my life...how was it?
Well, it's pretty much mug mug mug tests tests tests mock exams mock exams mock exams PRELIMS revision packs and of course, worrying about A Levels.
With some fun in between, like class photo taking, national day celebration (with parade), teachers' day and of course, Graduation day, perhaps school life only became slightly better in those last few months and 100 days before As, and made me a little sad that my jc life's going to end.

Nope, I daringly say, I won't miss 09s12 in general (except felicia, jia ying, belle joy, fransiska, esther, ria) & EDS. It's those who has, perhaps, made an impact in my 2 years in pjc, and made me smile even in these two harsh years (to me). In no particular order...my banded chinese class clique: hengli, bertram, bryan, leonard, zhile; my 09s29 clique: hengli, sangeeta, bertram; 09s09: seah wenyi, beatrice, daphne. 09s04: thitipat; the flag raising team: olivia<3, kuanyuan, gary, thitipat, syahirah, corrine; hanging out with 09s22 girls.

I hate to say this, but finally, I'm going to release myself from this blog which has companied me since secondary 2. It's been a journey of laughter, tears, new discoveries and experiences, but perhaps there's too much tears in this blog for the past 2 years. And I do want to leave everything of my jc life behind, start a new chapter. Yep, my sec school life was so much better, and that's why the memories will stay. But my jc life....

So when I'll be back here? Occasionally I guess? I won't fully abandon here; it's my very first online diary afterall. But yeah, it's really time to turn the page, into life after As and beyond.

the-sweetesthoughts.bs, this is goodbye. Because my thoughts can no longer be sweet at all; there's too much reality and practicality now.

I'm shifting to tumblr, just so you know.

When making room for more memory space in my hp....
Tuesday, June 15

...It was like going back in time.

Certain memories were revived.
The simplicity of my life was revealed.
The number of people I truly miss amassed.
The growth process of my hair seen.

The tears just fell.

I miss my secondary school life and my early days as a VI, when life was so much easier to deal with.

I miss 2008 tremendously.

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Monday, June 14

Deactivated fb account. How more :( can I get.
But it's the only way to prevent myself from turning on the comp so much.

2nd week flying by....
Thursday, June 10

A little more productive this week. & some funny joke cropped up during tuition. Looks like tuition is going to be more "fun" from tomorrow onwards.

I wonder if I'm ready.

Blogshop!.
Monday, June 7

http://karista-paradise.blogspot.com/

I need to buy that hoodie!! :D

I'm Hungry! But they are starving!.
Sunday, June 6

A fun, inspiring and exciting 30+++ hours of going high on sugar rushes with my 12 group mates (who all happen to be smart people as well :x). The girls are such awesome people.
But, the way the camp is run, the organisers and the general helpers are such letdowns.

Will elaborate more next time. I need to pack my room.

30 hour Famine camp 2010..
Friday, June 4

Leaving for it in 10 minutes.
Gosh why am I nervous? Maybe it's because I will be ALONE. Like I only know one person who is going, and he is like in a different group and family from me :(
Let's see how it goes. Perhaps I will come out stronger than I think :)

I'm missing RCY, 10/09 and Ops team 5 for....
Thursday, June 3

CC sir being sacarstic to me,
HZ sir teasing me,
Hadi sir to have fun with (LOL),
Yingqi Ma'am to talk with (a lot),
Esther Ma'am to laugh with/at (and a lot of her little things that is funny! :D,
Zhiqian to talk (well a lot of things la, especially to do with FHRCY) with,
Calvin punching/knocking etc me (usually on the head)
George to talk/quarrel/discuss economics with me,
Siokhui for being les with me :D,
Daniela to go mad with,
Subha to do the stuff that we have in common (& complain about JC life of course :D),
Fadhilah to discuss life as a VI (HEHE),
Jia Xian to pour all my nonsense onto...

HAHA I'm not going to name all, since there's too many people to mention. But all of you have made such significant impacts in my RCY & VI life :)
The littlest & smallest things do matter very much to me.
Till the end of As, I'm really going to miss everyone & my source of destress.

An accomplishment..
Sunday, May 30

Well well, I finally finished ALL my filing for every single subject from J1 to J2.
For once, I'm extremely pleased and proud of myself.
Now, I found the motivation to start studying hooray!

Time for some serious work to get done.

Conflicting thoughts..
Saturday, May 29

Yes, I feel like a failure.
No, I'm better than I think.

Suddenly, I find my recent posts don't make much sense anymore.
Well, isn't my blog a mirror image of me?